Hey its been a while sorry

I went to Jee's thursday night it was fun Jess just wont let me join the coast guards and anything that involves me getting hurt bad enough to die now haha but im ok with that ;-p...... she made me rate all the girls in her 17 magaze? that was alot of fun haha ya kinda occwards but i still think Jess beats them all..... well tomorrow saturday and she's comeing over here at 3 till my grandparents say its time,and we are gonna watch a couple movies and talk ohhhh and if u read this u can bring ur guitar and ill teach u a couple chords if u want...... im really exicted this is the first time im haveing her over as my girlfriend she's been over before once but that was because of my grandmas tastefuly simple party for all the girls at church and i didnt really talk to her at all that day but now i can so im happy but i still havent cleaned my room and i probly should so she dosnt walk in and run all the wat home hahaha well i better go talk to u all later


-chris

ps.Cant wait to meet those Sisters of your's Jess Love Youe haha

more......

Im prob a bad bf i mean i never really see Jess alot other then 1st period and mabey 3 days or 2 depending on if its an A,B,C day other then that its just church and i cant really hold her there or hold her hand without the older people saying there haveing sex and its weird because they think just because im a guy im trying to get with her when thats not true did it ever occure to anyone i like her more then that?and then thats about it oh there was her concert thursday i went to but i only saw her for mabey an hour or so then today but thats because of youth group and we didnt even say one word to eachother so i really feel like a bad boyfriend and its hurts thinking or knowing im am ... she may think im not but theres still that fragment in my mind that thinks i am and its killing me because i hate it. Even you know who saw her more then me when they were going out and i havent talked to her today and chances are im not going to because she's not on and i dont think she's going to id call her at 9 but idk if she's doing something because last i heard she left her friends at her house so ya thats my delema.................. oh and theres the whole everyone wanting me to do football again i know its all because u want me to be happy and active but i quit for a reason and trust me if i had my way id join again but sometimes theres just that part of u that says ive had enough school footballs not my thing it was both my uncles and they wore me down so bad till my ancles gave out and after that i could never run my fastest without then hurting like hell its not fair but whatever my problem im not going through that preasure again and its alot easier to type it then to say it in person so ya ok now thats about it for now


-chris

Grrrrrrr

GRRRRRRR not in a good mood but whatever not in the mood to talk about it haha

Im pritty much bored and theres nothing really to talk about so ummm well i guess bye?


-Chris

Fun

Sorry i havent been on in a while i've just been a bit buissy

Jess gave me a note today haha i liked it :-) i had to fight my friends away so they couldnt read it it was great lol

So im getting more and more done in construction i'd give it another month or 2 till we get done with that.... I hate that class so much to i really dont want to be in the construction field i hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!!!

Well school was pritty fun the only good parts were when i could see Jess wich is before first and lunch when she has it and thats only 3 days so it gets kinda like grrrrrrrr when its the days she dosnt have it haha


well i have to go for now so ill write mabey tonight idk yet


-chris

ps.Im glad u liked the song I love you Jess...

My New Song & Stuff.....

well today i played my new song for Jess to Jess and she really liked it and im glad because that was her Valentines day presant :-) . Oh then Mr.McClelland wanted to hear it haha i was a bit sceptical at first but he liked it and im glad. I went home and i was thinking to myself wow i actualy played it for her Dad haha. Mr & Ms McClelland mean alot to me not just because there Jess's parents but they've been there for me since forever and they never missed me playing guitar. They heard me play at SnowCamp,at Church,at other pleoples church's and if one couldnt make it the other one would go. I know its because Jess is basicaly there to but besides that after everyone Mr.McClelland shakes my hand gives me a hug and says good job and Ms.McClelland always gives me a hug and sometimes says i remember when u were to shy to even talk to anyone & now ur playing guitar and singing infront of crowds. They mean so much to me even when they dont try and again this isnt because im going out with Jess and im not sucking up (just so u all know) they really do mean alot to me and idk what i'd do without them. I knew her mom when i was like 8 or 9 and really shy and a bit of a cry baby ill even admit , I really didnt start talking to her dad till i was in 8th grade when i was in guitar club in the middle school and had to go to school early then as i got dropped of Jess just got dropped off to so i walked her inside. Then suday her dad called me over while we were doing coffee hour now at that point i was kinda like ok im gonna die (i really havent talk to him much at that point) but he told me he was really happy that i walked her to the door and i think at that point i gained his trust & respect and after that day he's been there for me every second i needed him if i ever lost his respect i think id go insane. I have nothing to worry about though I'd never hurt Jess or disrespect them in anyway. well i guess i better go

-chris

ps.I glad Mr.McClelland and Jess both liked my song and im also Glad i have Mr & Ms. McClelland in my life so thanks for always being there (and i know u read this haha :-p)

Just being bored

Im going to my friend Adams youth group at 6:30 i bet it'll be pritty fun but u never know only problem is i probly wont get to talk to Jess today (my girlfriend thats right i can say it now and yet i cant stop smileing) ill prob call her at 10 just to here her talk well that is unless its to late but i get to see her the whole day tomorrow startinf at 2:00 because Jess, my Bro, and I and 2 of the youth leaders are doing a Valentines day dinner........ so i cant wait, but Jess doesnt like to touch other peopleds food so im guessing My bro and I will get stuck with the clean up jobs but no big deal im used to it i clean up all the time at dinner and the church dinners so...
Oh i almost forgot we dont have school monday either haha thats pritty cool :-p

ok my friend Dan was talking to me yesterday and the day before that and he's trying to get me to do Football again idk y.. i told him i was done with it he started braggin on me that i got weaker since i quit Football but idk and i couldnt even do it again if i tried i was so tempted to join again after that remark but i just agreed with him and ended that i think he's a bit upset with me now haha....but he wants to meet Jess he's seen her before and he's probley talked to her once (he lives nextdoor to the church) and he's prob comeing saturday to just to meet her and eat the free food!!!!!! thats right FREE but donations are good and help

well i guess i better go and to those sisters of Jess's thanks for letting me off the hook for now haha

-chris

ps. Love you Jess and ill prob call around 10 something if its not to late

in school

im in school but i asked her out and she said yes.....
it wasnt the most romantic way to ask her out but it must have been good enough for her :-)
im actually really happy now its great i dont think anything could bring me down.......

all my friends are like good job Chris... Nick's the best about it, it's actualy no suprise since he is my bestfriend (Rock on bro)

but since im in school i have to be going now mabey Jess's sisters will read this soon...


-chris

todays the day

todays the day!!!!!! its hard to believe that after 8 years in only an hour i can ask Jess out ill admit im alittle scared but happy its weird i know she's going to say yes but it's still like wow finaly how do i say it what do i do after haha ill leave more when i get back from school


-chris


ps. I Love You Jess

Nick

dude cant wait tomorrow then i get to ask bro o wait u'll be there haha

thanks for the luck bro peace out



-chris

This is to Jess's sisters

haha yes i kissed her and im glad i did it im inlove with with and if ur worried im gonna hurt her u shouldnt be she mean to much to me and im not gonna ruin this....... ( yes i dont really like to read books) im more of the lets go play Football sun,rain,or snow i now thats bad haha

but no worrys i wont hurt her promise



-chris

ps. Ive heard alot about u to dont worry good things

OMG today at church while the older people were in a meeting Jess and I were in the youth/supply room and we were listening to music. Then she leans on me and puts her head on my shoulder and all i can think is should i kiss her. So she got up and walked around then i got up and hugged her then she put her arms around my neck and i kissed her :-). Apperantly im a good kisser and it only took 5 min for her to tell all her friends about it haha but that kiss felt so right and it feels like it was a dream but 4 days till i ask her out and i cant wait!!!!!!!! grrrrrrr if anyone even looks at this wish me luck


-chris

ps.Love You Jess!!

Mr.McClelland

Jess's Dad Mr.McClelland made me watch friday night lights and i have to admit its a really good show. Its now going on my to see show list haha, there was this 19 year old kid in a wheel chair that had a 20% chance of haveing a kid. He got this girl pregnat and when she told him he was really exicted and went to her work and started talking about how most guys have an 80% chance of getting a girl pregnat and how he had a 20% chance and it was a sign of god that he was gonna have a kid. That really freaked the girl out though because she was at work and needed her job and he's talking about sex and how she should have the baby....... there there was slash i think thats his name he turned down a really good school and they wouldnt take him after that. Then there was another school that said mabey half way in the year he could be drafted. Then his coach told him about this other school (sorry i didnt catch the schools names) and the coach took him there and he didnt like it at first till he found out that the coach of that school has been watching him since he was in 6th grade. The only thing Slash could do was say yes i mean they were the only school that would stand by him (i think he did the right thing saying he's join them).... OK then there was the coach and his wifes ex boyfriend you can only imagine how that turned out (i know who that feels but without the wife thing) the couch was so mad i dont think it had anything to do with his wife likeing him,i think it had to do with how he ex still liked her and wanted to take her back that got the coach upset i mean i would get upset to and mabey the fight in the dinner scene would happen... (but i promised someone i wouldnt fight anymore unless i had to and im gonna keep that promise)....... I think the coach's football team is really good and the coach has enough respect to give the other team a touch down when the other team has no points and they are in the 30's. I guess its a sign of respect and i wish people would do that in real life not just in football. I think the whole point of that was when someone in looseing u dont rub it in there face u be a friend and help them out in that case a touch down was the help the other team needed there didnt leave upset they left knowing that they had atleast gotten one touchdown and thats all they needed....

Thanks Mr.McClelland i love that show now and i cant wait to exchange thoughts on the show


-chris

school grrrrrrrrr

grrrrrrrrrrrr school was so boring today i felt like going crazy the only thing that cept my sain was thinking of Jess im glad i get to see her before 1st period and 5th period on A,B,C days...
o ya GIANTS ROCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



-chris


ps. love you Jess

im inlove

im inlove with this girl her names Jess and she makes me feel like i can do anything6 days till i can ask her out and i cant wait!!!!!! ive waited 8 years for this and in 6 days ill have the one person that ive always wanted


-chris


ps. Jess made this for me haha so im gonna use it

Hi.

So now you have to blog...you don't have choice. I'm making you. Even if you don't like the blog. You can change whatever you want, title wise or whatever. I just put what I liked. Anyway I hope you use it, at least to comment on mine.

P.S. I love you